Shift in Seasons

I just wrote a giant, lyrical post and now it is gone.

Amazingly, it's not blogger's fault, it's that of my stupid fucking computer. My left mouse button on my touchpad has suddenly stopped working. When I click, it either has the function of the right button or it does nothing at all. Paranoid me, I have the habit of always selecting all of the text in a post and hitting [control+c] just in case something goes wrong during the publishing process. So after writing this giant post just now, I went through my usual thing of selecting and trying to copy the text. But since my mouse button is shot to shit, instead of backing up my writing, I managed to erase the whole damn thing.

I am very, very frustrated. But this is a good lesson, once again, of the importance of just letting go.

To sum it up:

The rains have come to Maputo. Sticky, sweltering summer is just around the corner.

I start my new job tomorrow. I am excited.

I am doing well, and thank you all who have e-mailed, etc. for your concern. I think what I am going through is quite normal for someone who is getting ready to make a major life decision.

It was much more eloquent the first time around...